Beginnings...

As time passes by me in a blur of trials and tribulations,
the overall affect is slowly becoming less ambiguous.

Though not yet discernible by the heart or mind,
the imagination inspires a grain of knowledge
that is the genesis of a new vast universe unto itself.

The consciousness need only be open to the extraordinary possibilities that flow from the infinite universe that is existence.

I have often looked at my life as a battle.
This battle I do not seem to have much success in winning,
rather I simply survive.

I soldier on in the hopes that one day I will not be as alone as I am,
I know that there are many people who care about me
even though I don't fully allow them in.

I hope by posting this that some people can understand over time as I do the same.